Carkeek Poems

All poems and photographs (c) 2025 Joseph H Anderson

Shadow on Rock

Will this poem leave no mark
Like my shadow on the rock?

The sun will show itself or hide behind a cloud
No matter if I mutter soft or rage in tantrum loud

Well…the shadow’s fading
I might as well get back to my shoreside parading…

…I’m back again!
With bold outline!
Reader, is your existence real?
I doubt mine

Composed March 31, 2025

Lodge

Safety in numbers:

They gather for their secret rituals
Eyes glinting in the moonlit dark
They have no use for fire
Or incantations
Just a solidarity in building
The diagrams
The plans
Woven into their brains

What could I build
With unhindered access to such instincts?

Composed April 1, 2025

The Morning After

After a rare balmy April Friday evening.

Saturday morning:
the remains of a fire
the plastic webbing of a firewood bundle
a couple of empties
and a couple of test prep notebooks soggy with dew

A giving up?
A prank?
Too drunk to care?
A completion?
(and if so, why not burned?)

Whoever you are, wherever you are
May you learn what you need to learn

Composed April 5, 2025

Real Rainbow

I was standing among the rocks as usual,
Playing my pennywhistle to the sky and wind and gentle waves,
Releasing my pain.

On my way back up the beach a young woman who had been swimming and was now back on shore said,
“Thank you for bringing the rainbow.”
I looked up and there it was,
Spanning the mountains and clouds.

“You’re welcome,” I said, and strode on down the beach
feeling quite proud of myself.

Composed April 7, 2025

Sacrilege

I could write about
the softness of clouds reflected on the stillness of water
the dismembered crab picked at by seagulls
the rust-encrusted ancient forgotten sewage pipe exposed by this minus-two-foot tide
wondrous continents of sand with ephemeral rivers and seas flowing

I could write about
the sun breaking through and winking at me among the ripples of sand

But then I would be tearing the moment apart
(as the seagulls tear the crab)
I would be deflecting
diffusing
avoiding
hiding from
this very THIS:

this never
repeated
gone-as-soon-as-it-appears
moment

But to call it “moment”

To call it

To call

 

Sacrilege

Composed June 22, 2025

Parallelogram

A wooden pallet
the kind forklifts use
has been tide-tossed here and there on the beach
for a couple of weeks now
slowly disintegrating
splintering
adorned with seaweed
it imposes a geometry on the landscape
like the soccer ball, the pingpong ball, the notebooks, the dented beer cartons

Well

There is geometry everywhere, fractals and complex curves
waves and solids and the arcs of bird wings

We humans are so damn simple
I am simple
I pick out of this landscape those points of purity that my kind likes to generate
the white boats on the water
the airplane darts thrown through clouds,
the monotonous drone of engine, leaf blower, railroad car

But as I approach the foam of my mortal end
the algal decay
the splintering of my wood
I have so much to learn about irregularity,
so much of regularity to release

While the palette’s parallel slats may be
the last part of its form to collapse,
they will collapse, and so will all my thinking

Composed July 14, 2025

Balance

A goose stands on one leg,
placid, stable, at ease.

Why do I need to put both my feet under me?
Yin-yang male-female good-bad love-hate
Isn’t there really just the one thing needed?

How beautifully it cantilevers itself
Suspended in perfection
A bridge over nothingness
From nowhere to nowhere

At ease: the question has no answer, the call no response, the longing no reciprocation

None needed

Composed July 15, 2025

Shadows

On a sunny morning like this one

every pebble on the this beach has its own shadow
every crow’s antics are cast beneath it on the ground
the ripples of the water eat the shadows, leaving the duck and the fisherman alone

without shadow or reflection, they achieve unity

water will do that

 

otherwise we are split

image, shadow, reflection - if the water is still

I always thought stillness would make me whole

But it seems I need a ruffle of breeze,
or a tide,
or a sourceless ripple

Composed August 25, 2025

Mandala

Today
a mandala on the beach
formed of fragments of shell
crab legs
a crow feather

Some consciousness I recognize
at work here
casting some spell
or a simple celebration of what is here
and what humans can make of it

with a keen eye

open heart

spirit untroubled by
useless oppressive stories

Composed September 16, 2025

Peel

Butts like mine
pecking crows
some degree of wind and sand
bleaching of the sun

This alder log that washed up on the beach in some spring storm
is gradually divesting itself
being divested
of its protective layer
slowly disrobing
and under its gray bark
a thin rust-red layer
is gently polished into the persistent silver of its weathered core

it will take a long time to wear away to nothing
probably years
more years than I have

I am wearing away too

Composed September 17, 2025

Beard

Beard of green
dripping
shadow-casting
left by retreating tide

I have seen this particular piece of driftwood before
floating, bobbing, disguising itself as animate creature
now an elder of the beach (perhaps an alder-elder)
slowly coming to be at peace with its slow decaying

borrowed green shaggy locks glitter in the rising sun
borrowed life as all life is borrowed

all life hangs from us dripping
casting shadows
rendering us beautiful
regardless of our intentions

Composed September 18, 2025

The Crows Fly Into the Sun

The tide is out
my heart is high
people are dancing on the beach
to my pipe
and I am grateful for it

sometimes the clouds part
or disappear entirely

the crows fly into the sun today

this is the day that unlocks everything
all my songs
all my half-baked projects
soaring black against the sun
joyous
full-throated like the crows

Composed September 20, 2025